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In 1993 I had both my eyes treated with excimer laser to get rid of my myopia. Unfortunately the result was not very successful and has led to several problems.

At first the main purpose with this site was to find other people with similar experiences, by media and fancy broschures it seemed like I was unique. By now I now that I am not.

I've put up the english version here since I found that many of my visitors are english-speaking since Surgical Eyes Foundation (That I by the way would like to thank for allowing me to use some of their pictures.) and some other sites has put up links to my site. The english version is shorter than the swedish, I have skipped most of the general information about eye surgery and focused on my own story. 

The ugly copyright-text on the pictures on this page are there because someone once made a complete rip-off of my site and published it as his own. Feel free to use them for legitimate purposes.

Below is the story about my eyes from 1993 to present. It's a little different from the patient-stories you might have red on the clinics web sites.


Before the first surgery my right eye was -5,5/-0,25x5° and the left -7,0/-0,5x40°. With glasses my vision was 20/20 for both eyes. I didn't have any other eye problems except that my contact lenses wasn't working well.


1993
In January I had surgery on my right eye and in March my left. The surgerys were performed at Klara Ögonklinik in Stockholm.

The surgery was unpleasant of course, and very painful when the effect of the anaesthetic drops disappeared. Well, that only lasted for a few days, now I just had to wait for the final result

Both my eyes became long-sighted after the surgeries (which was normal for a shorter period). I also had double-vision, ghosting on my left eye.

I spent the rest of 1993 waiting for a normalized vision. In the beginning it was getting better and better but the progress was slowing down more and more and my vision was far from good. Normally it took about six months for the vision to stabilize, but I had been warned that it sometimes could take a year or even longer. I was not worried then, time would heal my eyes and the ghosting would go away. However it was tough to have eyes that always felt dry and strained.


1994
More waiting... My vision didn't improve anymore, both long-sightedness and ghosting was still there. The doctors still thought the final result would be good, I was getting more nervous, but still hopeful.


1995
I had realized that this was the final result. Both my eyes were still long-sighted, long-sightedness could not be treated in -95. I thought then that all my problems would be solved as soon as that would become possible.

However a doctor at Klara ögon tried to remove the thin cell-layer covering the cornea to see if that would make my ghosting better. It didn't make any difference in either direction.


1996
More waiting...no matter how bad I felt, there was nothing I could do.

At the end of the year i visited Globen eye clinic in Stockholm because they had started to treat long-sightedness. However I decided not to let them treat my eyes.


1997
In the beginning of -97 St Erik eye hospital started to treat long-sightedness. Both doctors I had met at Klara also worked at St Erik, so there was no problem ta have a re-op there. My left eye (the one with the ghosting) was treated again. Finally all my problems would go away and my life begin again!

But no... The long-sightedness disappeared (and was replaced by a mild short-sightedness) but astigmatism and ghosting was still there and maybe even worse. Now the hope was gone...i realized that the main problem was not long/shortsightedness and the ghosting a small detail that would automatically go away after another surgerie.


1998
Again I had surgery on my left eye (now at the clinic Nya Ögon in Stockholm). I didn't hope for much but was desperate enough to try. The surgery didn't make any difference.


1999
Much like -98...another surgery without results.


2000
I visited Klara ögon. The doctors advise was to not have anymore "normal" surgeries but to wait for wavefront-technology. My other doctor on the other hand does not expect great things from this technology.

However I have decided to wait for some new technology. Seems like all the usual re-ops can do is to make my cornea thinner.


2001
During the year the clinic Medocular in Stockholm started to use wavefront-technology (Zyoptix). However it can not be used for re-surgeries yet. Anyway I went there since I thought it couldn't hurt to hear the opinion of a third doctor. He also thought that wavefront was my best chance.


2002 - 2004
Not much have happened. I realize that I will propably have to wait for a long time until (if) there is something more to do.
So now I don't really know what to hope for. There seems to be very different opinions about how good wavefront will be. Right know if think it is my biggest hope anyway.

My visual defect is now +2,5/-0,5x100° (right) och +0,5/-1,5x100° (left). I can see about 20/40 (left) and 20/28 (right) witout glasses and 20/28 (left) and 20/22 (right) with glasses. Doesn't sound so bad you say...no it doesn't, but it is. You can not compare it with "normal" visual defects, the world is more than black letters on white background. Take a lock at the pictures below.

My biggest problem is not that I can not see perfect. I don't like that either of course, but I can live with that. But having eyes that always feels dry and strained, a constant feeling of "too much light", to wake up several times every night because your eyes feels so dry, THAT is a big problem.

My right eye would propably be helped by another surgery, but that is my "good" eye and I can't risk that until my left gets any better.


Below are some images where I've tried to approximately show my vision.

But remember, the worst is not bad vision, it is the problems with headache, strained and dry eyes.

Computerscreen, normal vision:

Computerscreen, normal vision



Computerscreen, my right eye:
I can see everything without problems, but my eyes are getting dry and tired.

Computerscreen, my right eye



Computerscreen, my left eye:
It's all a mess, I can see some parts pretty good, depending on what colours there are around. I've been told several times about this eye "Well, this looks pretty good" because I can see black letters with light background pretty good!

Computerscreen, my left eye



Light in the darkness, normal vision:

Light in the darkness, normal vision



Light in the darkness, my right eye:
The lights are spreading diffuse in all directions. Add a wet crooked road that reflects all lights, a few meeting cars, a moose in the ditch and things are getting really exciting.

Light in the darkness, my right eye



Light in the darkness, my left eye:
A strong image down to the right, a ghostimage up to the left and some stuff between. (I'm not really satisfied with this picture, but it's someway in this direction.)

Light in the darkness, my left eye



Eye-chart, normal vision:

Eye-chart, normal vision



Eye-chart, my right eye:
Some light-spreading, but pretty ok.

Eye-chart, my right eye



Eye-chart, my left eye:
Double-vision and some other effects, but with black letters and light background I usually get a pretty good result on the vision-tests.

Eye-chart, my left eye





Orbscan images April 2001:

Right eye, anterior:

Right eye, anterior Right eye, anterior 8.15 mm / 41.4 D




Right eye, posterior:

Right eye, posterior Right eye, posterior 6.50 mm / 51.9 D




Right eye, thickness:

Right eye, thickness Right eye, thickness




Right eye, keratometric:

Right eye, keratometric Right eye, keratometric




Right eye, data:

Sim K´s: Astig:-1.1 D@7 deg
Max:38.6 D@97 deg
Min:37.6 D@7 deg
3.0 MM Zone:Irreg:± 4.5 D
Mean Pwr38.9± 3.9 D
Astig Pwr1.4± 2.4 D
Steep Axis109± 46 deg
Flat Axis7± 46 deg
5.0 MM Zone:Irreg:± 5.6 D
Mean Pwr41.6± 4.2 D
Astig Pwr1.7± 3.7 D
Steep Axis44± 49 deg
Flat Axis167± 49 deg
White-to-White:11.7 mm
Pupil Diameter:3.1 mm
Thinnest:517 µm @ (0.1, -0.4)
ACD (Endo.):3.20 mm
Kappa:3.07º @ 232.90º
Kappa Intercept:-0.25, -0.44




Left eye, anterior:

Left eye, anterior Left eye, anterior 8.48 mm / 39.8 D




Left eye, posterior:

Left eye, posterior Left eye, posterior 6.51 mm / 51.9 D




Left eye, thickness:

Left eye, thickness Left eye, thickness




Left eye, keratometric:

Left eye, keratometric Left eye, keratometric




Left eye, data:

Sim K´s: Astig:-1.7 D@108 deg
Max:39.0 D@18 deg
Min:37.2 D@108 deg
3.0 MM Zone:Irreg:± 1.6 D
Mean Pwr38.1± 0.9 D
Astig Pwr1.4± 1.3 D
Steep Axis25± 34 deg
Flat Axis119± 34 deg
5.0 MM Zone:Irreg:± 2.8 D
Mean Pwr39.1± 2.0 D
Astig Pwr1.2± 1.9 D
Steep Axis105± 48 deg
Flat Axis154± 48 deg
White-to-White:11.8 mm
Pupil Diameter:3.4 mm
Thinnest:428 µm @ (0.0, 0.1)
ACD (Endo.):3.25 mm
Kappa:3.38º @ 319.63º
Kappa Intercept:-0.05, -0.17






© Ronny Hägerman
Last update 2004-12-05